GUILTY!!

Guilt : the fact of having committed a breach of conduct especially violating law and involving a penalty or feelings of culpability especially for imagined offenses or from a sense of inadequacy. (Merriam-Webster)

Whoever lives, is guilty. What to do in an ever growing atheist or/and agnostic world but to deny it, hide it, harden the heart until it is like cement; create a set of principles to help make believable rationalizations for the dark deeds done. This leads simply to self destruction.

The empty shell of our being filled with our wrongful acts, sinful fantasies, infested with guilt, which like a seed is growing slowly, like a cancer taking over all of what you are.Meanwhile the self, the ego is putting in place every possible mechanisms to give the illusion of a respectful image, but it can be broken like porcelain. You grow unable to love, feel or sense another being because of the filthy putrid prison built in you by guilt. Caught in between desires, obsessions, compulsions, narcissism and sociopathic behaviors.

No one outgrows their guilt alone. It will stick to you like a parasite.

John 10:11, 15:13, "I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd giveth his life for the sheep... Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends."


Luke 15:10, "Likewise, I say unto you, there is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth."


Tell your sins to all. Repent to the one who created you, was always beside you, waiting for you to take his hand. He will forgive you and wash these sins away. No one else will cleanse you but Jesus through his blood. You will be able to respect yourself and love other people and stop the nightmares.

Psalms 103:2-4, "Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits: Who forgiveth all thine iniquities; who healeth all thy diseases; Who redeemeth thy life from destruction; who crowneth thee with loving kindness and tender mercies;"

Ego vs Heart

An Ego is a good thing to waste. Some would say it divides us, it blinds us, it desires; its thirst is never quenched. It is all very true. The reason is that most people's ego is immature, it leads us into addictions and into unwise routes. It is mostly filled with pseudo love, frustrations, wounds and more than anything else in our society : narcissism.

Everybody heard about narcissism. It is the root of all psychological illnesses. The simplest image of what narcissism is would be to say it is a colorful thin layer , with mirror like quality, that covers the crust of our personality which is our Ego. It gives us the illusion of self importance and power. It is a dangerous psychological sickness. Everybody knows sociopathic and psychopathic personalities narcissistic tendencies; this ability they have to see someone has a "tool to an end" and nothing more. It is the sterilization of love.

It seems that the Ego makes us prisoners of desires, wounds and narcissism. Some people strive their whole life trying to solve the issues created by their own Ego; or better they lay down in the mud of their own narcissism and perceive it as gold. Let's not lose our sanity and freedom over that little crust that covers the core of our personality.

Let's put aside the ego for a moment. What is our heart made of? Why talk of the heart, while Psychologists talk in length about our poor suffering ego?

The heart enables us to be in contact with the world and be of service to the world with our own God given talents. It is the drive that helps build and create a real peace and does not lead into destructive or enslaving behaviors. Our heart is the root of freedom and of the absence of discrimination. It makes us understand we are not complete, that we are sinners and leads us in the arms of Jesus Christ, our savior.It creates a need of unity as well as a need for individual growth that goes beyond boundaries of an empty and sin glorifying liberal society . It enables us to develop at our full potential and be gold mines for the world and more importantly for God.

God has created us to be free and love each other and our heart was the gift from God to achieve this. Our heart is the link to Christ and to God who will protect us against our persecutors.

"The heart of a fool is in his mouth, but the mouth of the wise man is in his heart." A Quote by one of the founding fathers of the nation Benjamin Franklin

Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.
In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths. Proverbs 3 5-6

A sound heart is life to the body, But envy is rottenness to the bones. Proverbs 14:30

We all have been hurt and it is our heart that has been hurt at all time. Our feelings of abandonnment and betrayal, or disrespect and the opression and agression done toward us is incalculable.

The only way to free ourselves from these injustices is forgiveness. It is the only tool and the most powerful one you could ever find. Once you accomplish this task you will feel real power, great lucidity and a deep inner sense of liberty and a feeling of lightness. Never forgiving is accepting to be chained to the events and/or people that gave you pain.

The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong. Mahatma Gandhi quote.

And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins. Mark 11:25


Our Heart is our fortress, created by God. Forgive, love and share, and you will live into a light that will never fade.

May God bless you and your family